Using someone else's laptop is quite troublesome, but I like this keyboard.

Much much easier to type on as compared to mine.

YouTube is being a bitch by suggesting videos that are related to those people that I were once so close with.

1. When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

2.  She will be Loved - Maroon 5

3. 西界 - JJ Lin Jun Jie

4. Just A Dream - Nelly

And tons of songs that are related to you.

Got slightly emotional over some people. I somehow find Time very scary.

As time passes, things changed, people changed.. Those whom I used to very close with, those who once know EVERYTHING bout me, those who I will turn to whenever I am down, those who have been there for me whenever I sent them a text / give them a call have left.

I read back my blog posts recently, and saw what I wrote about Ajx, W, Elfiez, friends, cliques etc.

Now, everyone seems to be busy with their life. Those guys are all enlisted / waiting to be enlisted. I have no idea what I actually want to do after I have graduated.

Slight update

I went to took up a one day course on pet grooming today.

Groomed a poodle - Miruku ( Initially I heard them calling her Mee Rebus? lol)

She seems cute at first but tmd she damn violent.

Actually, I have absolutely no idea why I signed up for this course. It's like everything I know alr, except for nails clipping and maybe shaving paws part.

So its kinda wasting money to go there? But still, learnt something new.

Might be considering taking up pet grooming Advance Diploma, if I have the urge to be a pet groomer.

Anyway, told my mum about the dental treatment. She kinda disagree but somehow agree to it. I shall make an appointment ASAP - before the end of April.

  And I've recently bought 50 shades of Grey to read during the hols. Not bad I must say, something for me to distract myself from dwelling on things which I should not.

One thing to emphasis - DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER. So do not use your own thinking / opinions and judge others. You know how much it hurts when I know about it?

Fuck.

Can I know what you want from me?

This is killing me.

What hurts the most, was being so close.