I LOVE VERATAN.

I don't like people lie to me. I really hate the feeling of being kept in the dark when everyone else know something yet I don't. I hope you didn't meant to lie and I hope its really because you have your own reasons to lie.

I am thinking alot alot alot, even way to much that my brain can take it for these few days.

Thinking almost everything and I am scared, scared that history will repeat itself again.

I don't like people to give me one word reply, but I will try my very best to tolerate because I do not wish that the same old thing will happen again. I hope I am understanding enough, I hope that I will be much more understanding towards everything.

No matter how understanding I can and I will be, I know sooner or later,

my brain couldn't take it. However, I will still try my very best to hold on whatever I have now and cherish everyone around me.