To Emlsyz,

Sorry for letting you to think that way,
Sorry for not being a good gf , being there for you to solve your problems.
But all I can do was assuring you that the answer will always be No. You may not believe, but I rly rly can confirm that the answer that I will give you will always be 100% No. Yes I admit that it will decrease but I will really try my best to maintain it as much as possible and won't let it decrease anymore.
Please. I rly dont want to see you like this.
And sorry for not be able to let you have the assuration that I will not leave, sorry for being the start of the problems.
Blame it on me, but please dont blame yourself.