I CANT POST ALR, WOW. So fucking lame can.

Why am i always the one who takes the initative to say Hi, Bye and always the one to start every topic to all the conversations? There's no point of me holding on to it, trying to change everything back to its normal state. Just like what KabkSAG said to me, tell to me ask you abt what you are doing and all those questions that normal friend would. I wonder to myself, why must it be me again? After all, I feels that its just plain stupidity to be the only one standing, holding on to 'Problems and Burden'. Sometimes, friendship problems includes Jealousy. Or maybe its just you and me.